You must live what you wish to receive.
Sure. You want to be touched, inspired and made to feel alive. But a relationship is like a bridge where you meet other people half-way. That means if you want to be touched, inspired and made to feel alive, you have to be touching, inspiring and bring the fire of your aliveness to the union of your companionship.
To get a solid partner you have to be a solid partner. You can only attract and keep what you are, or lower.
Being alone will show you who you really are, and if you cannot get-on positively as the sole master of your space in that room alone, then you can absolutely forget about it after you add another person.
Loneliness will give you the greatest chance of ever having a beautiful relationship with another person.
Loneliness is really a wonderful companion that can show us so much about ourselves and others.
If you are bored it is only because you are a boring person.
Have you ever considered another type of loneliness; a good and healthy, happy loneliness?
You have a great and innate ability to express love and kindness inward in a way that nurtures your own insecurities.
Self-kindness can be applied to your inner-relationship, like salve to the insecurities that arise within you.